"Unleashing" Insecurity...Finding joy, confidence, accountability, compassion...

During the summer of 2013, Abiding Hope Lutheran Church decided to host a summer fitness boot camp, Physically Unleashed. I was in the middle of a quest to lose some weight, and it sounded fun...so I joined. I also was asked to help organize, so while I did not lead the exercises, I did the administrative pieces and helped our trainer Kelsey with marketing, email communications, etc. 

At the end of the summer, Brad asked me if I might ever consider leading the camp... including the exercises. I responded with a resounding...ABSOLUTELY NOT! I enjoyed participating in camp...it was motivating, but I did NOT want to be the leader. Many reasons...

1. Not fit enough - not "instructor fit" FOR SURE
2. Not enough experience - NONE
3. Sometimes it's nice to be a follower, not the leader - easier to BLEND sometimes
4. Didn't want the stress - have ENOUGH, thank you

We moved into fall and something was stirring inside me. Brad had planted a seed and it was trying to grow. I decided to get some information... I had to reach out to my community for the answers.

1. Would the church allow me to lead? - Pastor Doug
2. How do I get certified? - Diane Benoit
3. What is it like to teach fitness classes? - Diane Benoit
4. Would I be good at it? - Richard Dowell, other friends & family

When February 2014 rolled around, I had signed up for a certification course with my former trainer and friend, Diane Benoit. We spent a full day becoming certified Tabata Instructors. (Anyone can do it!) At the time, I really had NO IDEA what I was doing, but I was having FUN! Since then, I attended a second course in September 2014 (for FREE through the Tabata company) and my knowledge is growing. 

Fast forward... I taught my first "camp" in the summer of 2014. Here is a video clip of the AMAZING people who attended and the JOY we found together! Video Clip: (2:49) Physically Unleashed Summer 2014 Our second boot camp just started this week (October 2, 2014) and it was EXHILARATING being together with these people again. 

Reflection time...what have I learned that I can share with you?

1. As a trainer (insert your own word here), I don't have to be perfectly fit. I just have to be a "perfect fit" for the people I work with. I find that "fit" through compassion and kindness.
2. The only way to "get experience" is to START. Starting can be scary, but if you want experience doing something new...you have to do something new!
3. Being the leader builds confidence and creates opportunity. I don't always want to be in a leadership role, but I am finding that I can customize the experience for people in a way that makes me and them happy!
4. Living in community releases stress for me. Boot camp allows me to be in community with people in a different way than other parts of my life. This community is supportive, fun and active. This group is the best stress-reliever I know!

When a seed is planted, give it some care and see where it takes you...a beautiful, beautiful gift often awaits. We might have to leave a comfort zone and shake up our perspective, but that is where we learn to love ourselves and others in a deeper, more authentic way.